Seriously I survived I did but I wasn't sure that I would. I wasn't planning on a natural birth, I didn't want it that way. I wanted pain relief and that was my PLAN. I have since learned that my plans are never the PLAN. What I do know is that I did survive and my child survived and I even went on to have 2 more babies (un-naturally with successful epidurals). The mind has a way of forgetting. Thank goodness!! And now I am so blessed to be the mother to this handsome little man. Happy Birthday Dalton. It was all worth it and I wouldn't trade it for anything! I hope you have a fantastic day today! Love you!